Papa was telling one of his funny stories over breakfast. We all sat in the little breakfast room around the table, eating, listening and laughing. Papa was a big man with very thin hair, big ears and a loud, rumbling, heartfelt laugh. He almost always had a great story or a little ditty or song. That morning was one of joy and sunshine. Mimi’s little canary, Tarzan, was singing along with our laughter.
The phone rang. It never rang this early in the day. Papa excused himself and went to answer it. We all sat at the table, still laughing.
“Lou! It’s Dick. Come quickly.” Papa hollered. Papa never raised his voice for anything.
Mama dropped her fork and ran from the table. I snuck up from the table and followed as quietly as I could. She took the phone in Papa’s & Mimi’s bedroom, sitting on the edge of the bed. As I got there, she was turning white as a sheet. I quietly moved over to the vanity chair, and sat, waiting for the news. I suddenly felt very sick. Something was dreadfully wrong. It seemed to take forever. I could hear every breath I took. Thunder rumbled in my ears. I could see Mama talking on the phone to Daddy, but I couldn’t hear her words. Papa and Mimi came into the room, Mimi holding my baby brother, gently swaying with him to keep him happy.
Mama hung up and just looked at Papa, not saying word. Papa told her he would take us all to the train station as soon as we could get ready. I loved riding the train, but we just got here! We hadn’t even finished breakfast. We hadn’t been to Sadie’s new apartment or to see her college. I couldn’t move. I didn’t know what was going on, but it had to be bad. Was Jody hurt? Was Daddy? Did Grandma die? What happened?
Mama, Papa & Mimi were running all over the house. Mimi put the baby in the playpen and asked me to clear the dishes from the table like the big girl I was. I was confused. What happened? I felt like I was walking in slow motion as I cleared the table. Mama called for me to change out of my play clothes and to help her pack the baby’s things.
We all hurriedly piled into Papa’s big black car. It had a little fold up seat just like the taxi-cabs. I wanted to sit there, but Mama insisted I sit beside her like a good girl. She hugged Baby as he sat on her lap and held my hand tightly as Papa drove us to the train station. Mimi gave Mama instructions on what to do when we got home and made Mama take money for a taxicab to the house from the train station once we got home. She said she didn’t want to worry about us getting there and not being able to get a hold of Daddy to come pick us up. I still didn’t know what happened, and I was so scared.
I don’t remember much of the train ride home. I loved to ride on the trains. Since I was four, I could walk to the end of the train car and get a cup of water. I loved the clickity-clack, clickity-clack of the train going down the tracks. The cars waited to cross the streets as we flew by. The conductor, wearing his uniform and cap with its shiny badge, would smile and tip his hat at Mama, calling her Ma’am and me Little Miss. But, this time, it’s all a blur. No one told me what had happened. I wanted to go home, but I was scared to go home.
When we got to there, it seemed a dark and scary place. There was no one there to get us. Jody wasn’t there. Daddy wasn’t there. I helped Mama get our things and get off of the train. As the cab drove us home, the sky opened up. The thunder and lightning seemed to just push me down until I wanted to just hide behind Mama.
We finally pulled up in front of the house. But, it wasn’t right. There was Daddy’s truck and the blue station wagon, and our big green porch, but the house was all wrong. Most of the walls were missing. The parts that were there were covered with something stinky and black. The springs of a chair and part of the frame sat there awkwardly on a blackened section of floor. The house had burned.
Daddy and Jody out came from the garage. I ran to Daddy, so relieved to see them. He lifted me up and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around him and cried. He was sweaty and stinky and wet, but I didn’t want to let go of him.
Jody took the baby from Mama. We went to the garage apartment to sit with Grandma while Daddy and Mama walked through the remains of the house.
We moved into a hotel that night. I had never stayed in a hotel before. It had a big swimming pool that I couldn’t wait to swim in. We had two rooms with a little door that opened between them. Mama, Daddy, baby and I stayed in one room. Since Grandma couldn’t be left alone, Jody and Grandma shared the other room.
The only clothes Daddy and Jody had were the ones they were wearing. Daddy was in his pajamas, robe and house shoes. Jody was dressed and ready to go do his paper route when he discovered the living room was on fire. They both had to go buy new clothes and shoes right away. Mama, baby and I had a few days of clothes in our luggage. I was so glad Mama had let me bring my doll, Thumbelina, to Dallas with us or I would have lost her, too.
We didn’t get to go swimming for several days. Everyone was so busy trying to take care of the baby, Grandma, the dogs, Daddy’s business, buying new clothes and bathing suits, rebuilding the house, and everything that the days flew by. Every night, we all fell into bed, exhausted.
We did finally go swimming. The pool didn’t have a shallow end for little girls! Who made this pool? Didn’t they think that little girls might want to swim? I just sat on the pool chairs with Mama and the baby while Daddy and Jody swam. I lost my home, my clothes, my books, my toys, and my bed. I had share a bed with Baby because we didn’t have a crib in the hotel room. And now, I couldn’t swim in the pool.
It just wasn’t fair.